sleep through the static

Today I was tired all day.

I got home and I took a shower for an hour.
Felt so much better =)
and I realized that today was the last day of a big mistake I had made
and I wanted to feel the cold,,I wanted to wake up after 4 months of sleeping.
So I ran outside with a dress on and no leggings or jacket or anything.
It was so cold =)
and I went to the woods, and I lay there and the moon was bright and the branches were whispering and I could smell the grass and it was freezing

it was beautiful =)