The right cards

Stupid world.
it knows how to deal the cards out doesn't it ? It knows just the right times to throw out " King Fate" , at the exact moment when it'll beat you and win. It always has the right cards for it's tactic. It gives you small joys, and then takes them away. It knows exactly how to play with you. All your tricks. All your movements. It shows up right in the middle of your best moments, and knows enough to be able to give you a reason to still be not completely at peace even when everything's going perfectly. It interferes when you're going through a bad time, and knows how to make you have a reason to be happy. It mixes you all up, it confuses you real bad. And you feel like it's always the same game. Like there's no other road to escape to. It doesn't let you find the light. It only tricks you by letting you see the shadows made by it. It stabs you and makes all your joy and all happy moments or memories come bleeding out of you. And then it waits for you in a corner. Just waiting for you to come and try again to fill yourself with some sort of positive feeling , so that it can attack you again. and leave you cold and vacant and emotionless. And leave you in a pool of tears :/